Happy Teachers Day to Mrs Leong for being such a good form teacher to me for 2 years,primary 5&6! (Primary School)
Happy Teachers Day to Mrs Low for calling my name during Social Studies lesson when i was minding my own business! (Secondary School)
Where ever i go, teachers all around me tell me that i can do well, if i pay more attention and put in more effort...My primay school teacher reminded me about this and i was quite motivated by that sentance, shes one of my most dearly loved teacher and though i hated her in primary school(Don't do homework,stay back till 6pm to complete,hell!!), i realised only now that she is such a great person! Had i just been more matured and asked more questions in primary school, my maths could have gotten grade A and my science could possibly have made A*, which would have pulled me to express...Feeling kinda regretful, but i guess thats why they say 'no use regrettin ya mistakes'...I was glad i turned up today and because of that, i met 2 old classmates of mine and got their numbers, Shu Hui (HuaYi Sec) & Amiratu (CCK Sec)! Also managed to grab my teachers MSN,haha! Currently added Shu hui to msn, but Amira still haven't replyed to my sms regarding msn, ugh, faster reply please!! LOL Shu Hui's msn picture is so cute! Okay,enough of that LOL! Theres CCA tomorrow commencing at 9pm...Oh yeah,im surprised that Amira knows Shirmin,Alliyah and Wei ting, Shes from NPCC too, haha what a small world!
Instead of trying to heal the scars
And the potholes in your life...
Put a steel plate over them and that'll do...
Yuan Zhi, do your homework la,see, Regina so sad already...
Nothing much on today...Played Dragonica and DoTA respectively, updated a couple of songs on my media player, not handphone lols...Oh yeah, i found a pair of sony ericsson Speakers, it came with my sony ericsson phone, W660i, which i purchased a couple of years back! Im surprised that i haven't misplaced it somewhere in my junkyard home,LOL! The speakers are solidly awesome for one! But the thing is, it consumes ALOT of power, playing just about 3 songs made my cell go from full > 3/4 full, which was like 'WHAAA? i just charged the damn thing less than an hour ago man...!' LOL, well ok i wont lie, when i found them, i was uber excited to try them out but i mean who wouldn't be?! Haha!
Do i know what it feels like to lose someone you love?
No,i do not
Do i feel broken at times?
More often than none
Do i know how it feels to witness death?
No,i do not
Although i've not experienced the loss of someone close,i know that it is difficult to deal with and that it takes time to repair oneself...Its not the end of the world,ya know?
Sorry man,im unable to attend on sunday cuz my mum doesn't allow me to go,saying stuff like 'Your forehead not bright enough',whatever that means...I really wanna be there ya know,but i can't,makes me feel like shit to know that i won't be there when everyone else will be...Seems like i'll have to do this personally,damn it!
TODAY IS FRIDAY,28TH OF AUG
Yesterday,we had our Social Studies prelims and well,i think it was relatively easy for someone who has practiced enough...I guess what others once told me is true,N levels only test our basic concepts,the real challenge is during O levels,where they take 'Basic' and replaces it with 'Advance'! Today was Geography,how i felt about it? Once again,its all basic stuff,if you practiced enough,it should be a flick,think i can pass haha...Im also considering whether to start learning more about combine humanities cuz its kinda easy! POA paper 1 took place after Geography,i wont be too confident and i wont try to predict my marks because i hate predicting my marks,i like it better when i get back my paper without any assumption of my marks...Paper 1 was alright,cept for the 'Jason's bad debts', the question which requires us to state the receipt/invoices and bank reconsilation (my balance as per bank statement just could not balance with the original balance as per bank statement,what the hell was wrong!)...Those questions posted a threat to me,hope all goes well haha! Paper 2,partnership,im ready...i think LOL!
Settle down and keep your feet touching the ground
You will be okay
You will see better days
Just watch me!
26th of Augest 2009,Justin and Yuan Zhi's lucky day! While walking home,Yuan Zhi stepped on doggie poop and Justin was like 'see tell you dont walk on grass,don listen to me la'...Soon after,at about 2.30pm,i met Justin and Yuan Zhi again to watch The orphan! I was expecting it to be horrific and scary,but...that did not happen...Instead,the movie was so boring that i decided to sms Shirmin while watching it,total waste of my time man...There were a few girls seated behind us and they were talking to loudly that every sentance was clearly heard by us,what the hell? 1st time in a theater is it?...After the movie,Yuan Zhi pointed out something that totally blew my mind,cuz i hadn't really noticed it before,but...aiya i don't wanna be the evil guy,so i shall not talk about it LOL! The orphan,My Personal Rating : 2/5 (Not worth your money,honestly)The important question is not 'Who are they'...But 'What are their goals'...
The days have been sooo,well,some could say busy,whereas those like myself would rather refer to it as Boring...Tomorrow im gonna have my english preliminary exam which consist of our composition,letter/formal wrting and lastly our written paper...I would be delighted if i were to get a B3 for english prelims as well as N levels,but the fact of the matter is that,its...its just not easy man!
Heres what i aim for N levels (Subjective to how well i think i'll fair *p.s POA and D&T are at their minimal targets):
English B3,Maths A2,Science A1,POA B4,D&T B4,Combine Humanities C6,CLB needs no words
EMB3 aim : 14 and below (might be tough,but i'll do my best!)
I'm feeling like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
This is how I feel
And it's so surreal
If you think i can't go any further,watch me...
You think you know me so well,but just how much do you know?
If you think im gonna quietly sit in this cage of yours,get ready for one hell of a surprise!
I will take back what's rightfully mine,you can't handle it...
The time will come soon,i promise!
This post is focused on how boring my day has been! Super Duper boring...No calls,No smses,No invitation for outings...You could say that i was staring at my monitor surfing some random youtube clips which were infact,quite boring! Msn was particularly dead today,no 1 to talk to,all busy with their stuff! Easily ranked the most Boring of days as far as my record goes LOL...I want action! 7th Month is officially initiated,actually it was yesterday,but well,same concept LOL...
She had the most amazing smile
I bet you didn't expect that!
But she made me change my ways...
With eyes like sunsets
And hair that ran forever!
The N's are getting nearer each passing day,and workload has significantly increased,most obviously LOL...Been swimming in poa workload for the past 2 days,today is porbably the heaviest,did poa homework in class,went for CLB listening comprehension preliminaries...While i was making my way out of the school,i bumped into Yvonne,Noel and Bernice as they were making their way back to school only to find out that there was an extra lesson in store...So alright,went back in got a grapesportade,afterwhich i made my way to class...Lessons were great,i learned quite a number of stuff,but still long way from my coverted A1! Had a short talk with Alvin and went home shortly after...Upon reaching home,i had approximately 20 minutes or more to rest,after which i had to take my shower and make my way to Yuan Zhi's house! Man,what a day! POA is sooo confusing! URG!!!
But i hope i'll be able to do relatively well for the prelims,Maths is sliding off too,damn it!
Hot sweat and blurry eyes
We're spinning on a roller coaster ride
With the world stuck in black and white
My sholder can be your pillow and my back can be your carriage
My heart can be your fireplace and my life can be your shield
You know what i told you right?
Maybe it was a mistake...Maybe it was perfect,i don't know
Hahaha! Finally changed my blogskin from old and plain to such a princess,if i do say so my self! It was tedious,but i broke through all odds! Ok its been a while since i last posted something up,gimme a break haha,times been in real constrain...Went to catch 'Where Got Ghost' today with Zheng Wei,Felix,Joey,Shirmin,Pearly,Kimmey and finally the Birthday Girl,Kai Hui...The plan was initially to catch 'The Orphan',but due to some last minute restrictions,we chose otherwise! I actually had a bad image of that movie up till today,but after seeing its humor,my mind set is unmistakably changed! Duh! The movie was so hilarious,that i think i might have strained my throat from all the laughter i emitted haha! Was that the right word? Heck LOL! Zheng Wei,Felix and myself were laughing at almost every sign of comedy,i dunno why but i just felt overly funny! People like Kai Hui,Joey and Shirmin were missing out on all the fun,because they kept covering their eyes! Wasted! My personal favourite was the part whereby the one of the army soldier was saying 'I fart you cant smell,i shit you say smell nice',LOL! Still havent completed my Homework for POA tuition!Why? Why are you so concerned with the way you look?Why? Can you not open up your heart a little?
LOL my form teacher likes picking on me,alot! Its like when lift my head to look at the guys,she shouts my name all of a sudden and ask me some random SS questions! Not once,not twice,but trice! Its kinda funny...CLB was boring,as usual,but this time round,our teacher bought a primary school textbook for us to read,it was nice,mainly because the words had han ying ping yin! Haha,easy la! After CLB,i went to Lot 1 to get Joey her Volley ball in return for the one i busted not too long ago LOL! After i've bought it,Yau Kuen and Justin went all happy-happy and damaged the thing,bloody hell,i spent an hour or so travelling and within 20 minutes,those 2 jokers went ahead and damaged it! Today was the 2nd session of library councelling LOL,ok that sounds a tinnie bit wrong! Sheng Da is rich,Gucci wallet,Gucci phone strap which cost $100,omg thats crazy man!
I can unwrap this reticent character of yours...
You only have to try to believe...
Todays pre-prelims for physics was relatively easy,i think...LOL
Flu officially sucks,its just a energy drainer not to mention that it makes one waste tissue paper,ALOT of tissue paper! Im about 130 pages into 'Marley & Me',its nice to read,but still early for the description of a summary,but i'll get on to that after im done...Now,im still generally running a flu,and hell yeah it sucks! Yvonne gave me a massage,and it was relaxing! Energized me for roughly 15 minutes,before i started wandering away in thought of 'how flu sucks'! LOL
ok till next time guys!
Having the entire world at your fingertips...
Is that what you consider happiness?
Yesterday was crazy,and i mean real crazy! Stayed back in school till 9pm for D&T because basically the date is today...Climbed over the stair way and climbed over the school gate,i have to admit,it was pretty fun! Jarren was so scared the school gate had alarms which would go off the moment we shaked the thing,but he and in imagination yeah LOL...Yuan Zhi came along too! Went to cut my hair afterwards and went home...Continued with D&T till 12am and went to sleep! This morning when i got up,i started having runny nose and i was like thinking to myself 'ah could the time be any better...' But since i was having CLB papers today,i figured that i would catch some sleep at that time! It was easy la,so easy i finished paper 2 in 5mins LOL,ok i randomed the numbers for MCQ,and for those who dont know,paper 2 consist of 30 MCQ questions,so yeah...Went for D&T while the others had their paper 2 and 3,and i have to say,it was so peaceful in the room alone la,maximum peace level baby! People started comin down at 12.50pm,and continued work all the way till 6pm...At 5pm people were like panicing saying all kinds of stuff! I admit i was abit paniky at 1st,but at about 5.30pm,i figured aiya,panic for what,panic or not,we'll also need to complete our work,slowly do la...With that,i continued my work and actually finished it earlier then 6pm,about 5.50pm i was done! Finally,D&T is over!!! Cept for theory ofcourse,thats still on-going...Now that we have all our freedom back,im shifting the goal posts here!
To a specific someone : Stop waking up in the wee hours of the morning! Its just wrong!
No matter how you remove a nail...
A hole will always remain on the plank...
Yesterday was national day,hooray! Actually i don't give a damn about it LOL...My dad came up with a joke about the parade,he was saying 'All our top leaders are gathered at this place ar,iraq throw 1 bomb at this place singapore can say bye bye liao' LOL!...Tonight,singtel is having some connection difficulties! Send 1 sms can fail up to 5 times la,irritating to the max! Been listening to the same songs for like a month,no new updates for my musical playlist,and its getting old,REAL old! Working on my D&T tonight,ahhh damn,still in development and its been hectic alright!
I've thought about it...
No matter how many times you run
I'll always be there to bring you back!
Woke up at 9.30am for our so very early POA tuition! Well,from what i feel,tuition in the morning actually allows me to concentrate better,so i shall consider changing it from Thursday to Sunday! Yuan Zhi ah,dont always looks so blur! Our kind tuition teacher offered 30 minutes extension if we shifted to sundays,woohoo! Finished tuition close to 1pm,and walked to lot 1 once again with Regina...Sent her off and went to meet Shirmin which was somewhere around the station,and while i was looking for her,she suddenly poped out infront of my face from the back of a notice board...Went to have lunch and Zheng Wei showed up soon after...I've also discovered one inportant thing,something that i would not have known until today,and that thing is 'Shirmin wastes food!' That phrase says it all! Ok,we enpathed on our journey to do something,but half way through we went to catch G.I Joe! For some,you might already know that i watched it yesterday,but if you don't then,i watched it yesterday! It was awesome the 1st time i watched it,and is still spectacular during the second round! I reckon that i'd buy the DVD once its released,so that i can watch it over again! Haha! When everything was done and over with,it was around 6.45 or 7,wasn't paying much attention to the time,but well,time did fly today!
To Shirmin : I'll get you back soon,don't think you've gotten away after mocking me during the MRT ride!
When i try,i will succeed
When i defend,i won't let anything touch me
When i make a move,i won't regret anything
This is what i want,and i wanna grab it!
My thoughts are like this...
When i try,im afraid to fail
When i defend,im afraid to lose
When i make a move,im afraid that its wrong
Fear is eating into me...
What the hell am i always afraid of! Why am i afraid?
This ain't right...Nothing is gonna be borned from this...
A battle between me and myself eh...Fair enough
I just spent possibly 6-8 hours of my life in the D&T studio for the one and only one sole reason,and that is to simply work on my presentation board...After such long hours,one would probably think that '6 hours? Surely completed!'...But no,i didn't complete it! Pro Desktop is one hell of a frustrating programme...I'd never thought in my life that such a software would put me in such distress! Pro Desktop,it definately lives up to its name...Only pros will know how to use that stuff!
You'd be doing yourself a favour to quit lieing through your teeth kid
The way i see through you is equivilent to staring through a glass of water
Tiring,this is the one word i can describe today...Originally the plan was that some MOE board director was suppose to come to our school and observe how we conduct our handball training,most of us were in our red training jersey and we all tried our best to attend this training based on that single reason...So 2 hours into our training and yet no sight of any MOE or who-so-ever spotted anywhere within range to observe our training! It was crap! Only at the final 15minutes of our training,a bunch of women and men walked past the parade square,stood still for a couple of seconds until Mr Tan took 2 pathetic pictures of our rather unorganised manner of walking around and doing random stuff,and yeah,well you get the picture...After those 2 snaps,they carried on walking and we were left saying 'What the hell was that? Is that all?'...So yeah today was pretty rough,but we could at least take this as a normal training...Bloody hell Jonathan Nasr kept pulling my pants when i was screening him,stupid fag!A scattered dream thats like a far off memory...I wanna line the pieces up,another dream...
I'm here here to post for friday! Ok just for the record,blogger is having problems with changing the colours of my my words,WTH,every time theres a problem,blogger sucks! Probably changing if it isn't too much trouble haha...Alright to get back on track,after weeks of persuading mrs andrea to give back my June holiday english compo assignment,she finally returned it to us! I clearly remembered saying something to her on the day i passed up my compo,and it was 'Heres my A1 standard compo! Make sure you mark it first!'...I was pretty confident at that time that i would get 20/30,but well,i got 25/30 in which im proud to say HAHAHA!!! Haniffa got 23 and he was shouting across the class
saying 'Hong,2 more points boy,2 more points!'
i was like 'can you even get that 2 points to even fight on par with me?'
Shirmin got 19/30,but while reading her compo,i realised that there were alot of S missing behind her words,and i was like 'mrs andrea,i think you should have a second look at this' LOL,but ofcourse i didn't say it out loud cuz if i did,Shirmin would probably kill me...Kai Hui got 16/30,beaten to Shirmin,oh my...The joke of the day was Justin's compo,which was a load of crap...He was writing,what,a poem? LOL so he got 0...At first Mrs Andrea was saying 'You guys should read Justin's compo,it just totally blew my mind!' With that,everyone had the thought in mind that hiss compo ought to be really good or something,but that didn't happen,instead when Mrs Andrea read out the 1st sentance,everyone started bursting with laughter including myself LOL! Seating infront of Yau Kuen was fun,with him,i started getting really hyper,so hyped that even Mr Tan said 'Your seem high today' with a smile haha!
Give me the strength to accept things that can't be changed...
And for those things that i can't accept
Its just too early to decide