The day is friday and having CLB lesson really sucks! Today the teacher practiced oral with me, bloody hell i cant even say a sentance i want properly la! Then the teacher helped and it was like so easy...For her that is LOL! I was constantly saying ' lao shi, wo yao fang qi le la' and she was like ' Nonono! Hui pass de, bu ke yi fang qi!' ...I'm happy that she has high hopes for me, but its so hopeless cuz i cant find hope in myself for chinese man! No one has ever failed CLB in regents history, but i regret to announce that i most probably will be the first, sorry to disappoint the teachers, haiz...Then Wei Song another one, i was listening to the teacher and he was there talking so much unecessary stuff, even if i wanted to learn, it would be a drag to learn properly in his presence! Its unbarable! 28/9 is the CLB oral exam and im gonna shiver just thinking of how im gonna skip 95% of the passage and talk 50% of my conversations in english, LOL! The same feeling i got when i was taking my PSLE chinese oral, i was so nervous and embarrassed by my lack of ability to speak in chinese, AHHH!
I'm staring at the glass in front of me
Is it half empty or I've ruined all you've given me?
